Hey guys, what's up.
So remember how I told you I've had a really hard time sleeping and pretty much have insomnia (which I actually think sounds so cool because, as most of you know, I love diseases and medical stuff and insomnia really sounds like a great disease). Anywho... I got a prescription for Ambien from my doc. I took it the first weekend and wow, it was amazing! I felt so great, I woke up at 7am, I worked out, I took a cat nap (first one!), it was really great.
About a week and a half later I went out with some friends from work. I drank two beers but it was one of those nights where I was so distracted by seeing people I hadn't see in a long time and I wasn't at all drunk, so I guess I kinda forgot I had had them. So I went home and took Ambien. I was talking on my computer to some friends and all the sudden my eyes started getting fuzzy and I couldn't see what I was typing. I told my friends I had to sign off and go to bed (I think that's what I said! Lynn?? Megan??) and I crawled into bed and fell asleep without incident.
OR DID I??
The next day my boyfriend says, "do you remember calling me last night??"
"You called me last night and said you were sleepy and dizzy."
Ok don't remember that at all.
So I went about my day, ladida, and that night I went home, got in bed, and took another Ambien. I layed there for a minute and then thought, "hmm... I should go on my computer." So I got up, got my laptop and got on line. Next thing I know I'm waking up the next morning, checking my email and... WHAT'S THIS?? I bid on a BED FRAME on eBay while I was on an Abien blackout!
Well at least I didn't bid on something that was really expensive. And I did need a bed frame. Oh I won it btw.
But my therapist said that people have done crazy thins on Ambien... like trying to drive their car!!
I was conscious enough to place a bid for something I knew I needed. What else could I do??
Of course this is not making me want to STOP taking it, but makes me want to try and do stuff while on it.
Which I know I won't. I'm not stupid, you guys.
Or AM I?!?!
But I will probably get a prescription for Lunesta. Butterfly sleep!
I'll keep you abreast of the situation.
Gary liked to blame his problems on Ambien, but even the dog knew it was more. Much, much more.